I honestly don't understand why I've been extremely... lazy or demotivated in the past couple of months. After my last craft fair, I really haven't created anything that I would say is art-worthy and it's pretty disappointing.

I think I've stumbled over a really bad creative block. I've been pretty busy and every week there seems to be a plan. I feel like I've put so much on my plate and I can't finish what I got now. Funny thing is - it's a deadline for myself.

Hopefully, I get over this soon. I usually have so many thoughts and ideas in mind so I really wanna get that going. I've done a couple of paintings in the last weeks since I cleaned up my craft room (finally, hooray!) so I really am hopeful I'd be more productive than this.
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#AZN Driver Incoming!

Took me this long to update - as usual adulting and laziness has taken over and I just feel like I have so much on my plate that I can't prioritize anything other than work, paying bills, and sleeping. Harsh reality.

Anyways, last May 24th, I finally took the courage to take my driver's test for the first time! I've had my learner's permit since October of 2016 but I just never felt confident doing it.

Oh, trust me - my toes were cold. Like dead cold. Like colder than a frozen deer buried in -20°F!

Thankfully, the examiner who rode with me was super nice! The test itself was brief and I did score a couple of deductions  because I didn't look left and right at some intersections but I did, but ok, I guess it's still fair enough!

Oh and one thing he pointed out - you stayed 5mph over speed limit. Try to avoid doing that.

Dude, who drives 25mph at 25mph? LOL
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...and no, I'm not showing you my dumpling driver's license! ^_^

Here's my first time driving alone, while AlexBear was sleeping. Enjoy!

What have actually changed?

Why does time fly by so fast?

It's quite annoying, to be honest. I have so much in mind - so many things to do, places to visit, things to make, images to capture, and so.. and so.. but there seems to be so little time. Over the last couple of years, AlexBear and I have managed to stabilize our finances and we're pretty much in a good standing.

Unfortunately, I feel like time has become a lot faster and I find myself extra lazy.​
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Honestly? Nothing LOL.

I think I've slacked a little bit too much. I don't think I wasted my summer tho, so far so good. Have been to a couple of events. Not a lot of trips. Hopefully next year will be more fulfilling. I'm hoping to finally get back to planning my activities and actually sticking to plans.

Time to move my butt - and I've said that too often than not. I probably should just stop promising myself and go with the flow.
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