So I said I was gonna start regularly blogging. Obviously failed for the 100th time. Unfortunately.

I don't know - life seems to be just so full of things going on that I just want to sit and relax, or better yet I want to sleep and sleep and sleep. Am I really just that old? Or do I just really don't have the luxury of time? Or am I just really that lazy? Or all of the above??

Yep, probably all of the above.

I haven't touched my crafts in weeks.

Unbelievable? Not really.

I've got stuff I'm ready to work on. Pressed some flowers and leaves. Got most of my glitters that I like. Opened and partitioned my gallons of resin. Then I stopped. Just like that.
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You see, I learned that shopping for craft stuff itself can be a hobby. Apparently, I'm enjoying buying lots and lots of crafting materials and tools just because it makes me happy. My molds arrived a couple of weeks ago, and I haven't touched them either. I have new Cricut blades and many other stuff, I haven't made anything at all.

Somehow it's frustrating.

I really, really need some motivation to get things going.

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I really have to pull myself together. I keep telling myself that, I just really need to make it happen.

How? When? 

I honestly won't make promises anymore. I don't know.

Right now I'm waiting on something and I hope it happens. Perhaps when the tip of my iceberg plans start rolling I can finally set things in motion and not feel too hopeless in life.

#RantOver
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For more than two weeks, I've been so busy with work. I hate it when that happens. I feel like there's just no work-life balance. I love my job, but it's been so tiring that I really don't get much time to do anything. Well, I still get to do some stuff but I'm so tired and suddenly we're all out of time.

Yes, I'm ranting! I'm an angry potato!

Now... onto the weekend and let me do what I love most! Hooray!

Oh and btw, I just became an official wine drinker haha! I used to not really like it. Well, what can I say? It's an acquired taste.
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So much to do, so little time!!

I remember as a kid, time seems to take forever. I can't wait until it was time for my show, or for snacks, or to go to the mall, do this and what not. I also hated going to sleep because I wanted to play!

Well imagine that, apparently it's all true and adulting is definitely quite the opposite.

So like any other responsible adult human being, I made a to-do list. In fact, I have so much paper to for this type of thing but let's not get there. I'm supposed to do a bunch of stuff and end with successfully blogging and upload my vlog. Well, that was the plan at least.

The weekend's been sunny and you have no idea just how happy I actually am! See winters are long here in the Midwest and I truly miss the sun! Not the extreme heat tho, not at all.

AlexBear went out with his friends today, leaving me and the Puzz at home enjoying some good me-time.  On the bright side, he dropped off some breakfast before going his way. I cherish those seldom sweet moments.
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Now, I got delegated the task of taking Hans to get his nails trimmed. Now, this a first needing to bring him to Petco alone. It was fun, but the pulling and all the excitement was over the top. Can't blame him, he was super happy indeed. Getting pulled by an 80-lb extremely happy puppy can be challenging, but it was worth it. You have no idea just how much I love this baby!
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I'm rarely alone, oftentimes Alex and I do things together, so this was my moment to do my stuff! Hooray!
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Ah yes, sitting down and relaxing and gardening!

I've always been amazed by how much things have changed. I never would've thought five years ago that I would be shopping for plants and flowers, let alone pots and mulch. I had a different idea of what my future will be. I guess things do change. I'm pretty content the way things are.

Flowers do make me happy.
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Adulting can be quite hard. I've complained about it before, and I'll complain about it again! Five months into 2019 and I've barely made updates. Quite sad, and honestly I'm quite disappointed with myself. I've also not created much of anything since last year. Well, that is very, very disappointing to say the least.

I really try my best not to make this a complaint blog, I really want to keep it fun and light. But I guess life gets to me sometimes (many times) and it's just inevitable.

I really just wish that there's more time in a day. That's all, really.
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Okay, so the plan is - to keep it consistent. Wow, I never really thought it would take so much dedication to do this, but I guess yes I do! Well, more of not being lazy.

I'm gonna start with a schedule and hopefully get back on track. I'm still hopeful that I can better myself in following this through!
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